i win

Fuck YEWW @amandaliveshere this totally owns over yours :)

10 things I like about Beau.

10 things I like/love about Beau Taplin.

I like the way you write the songs,
And the way you do your hair.
I like the way you speak to fans
I like it how you care
I like the fact that you never wear shoes
And the way you make me smile
I like so many things about you, it makes me wish,
That I could have a friend like you to sit with and talk for to hours (okay, so I know that doesn’t rhyme but it’s the truth)

I love the way you love your fans
I like it when you say hi
I like it when your lyrics make me laugh
Even more when they make me cry
I like the way you’re so inspirational
And the fact that you don’t know
How much I look up to you.
Not just a little bit.
But the most out of anyone I know.

Shoulda written this ages ago.

It's sad to see something so amazing turn in to something so devastating.

In the blink of an eye thousands of lives destroyed,

By the orange flames that haunt people dreams.

Walking through the once beautiful village, seeing all the rubble.

Wondering how people survived.

Nothing but ash, blackened trees and rubble.

This is the devastation caused by fire.

@becishere.

Can I just say.

Would you please like to stop trying to control my life.

Cause that would be awesome. I have made choice and I would like to stick to it. I don't want to be screwed over again. You of all people should know how it was. I wanted to move schools and just get away from all the crap. And now here you are telling me i should just forgive her. Yeh I know im stubbourn but I have a right to be that way. I have given her way to many chances and to what, just let her abuse the right of my friendship and my forgiveness. To just stand back and have her screw me over again. I'd rather not.

I'm all out of second chances and you can't handle me not being friends with her then fine i wont be friends with you either. You can't keep controlling my life. Last year yeh I needed you more. but now, I can go on just fine with out you cause guess what, I'm a different person to what I was this time last year.

May I also add the time that you decided to bring this up in a conversation was one of the worst considering we were just about to go into an EXAM. Had the fact that i was sitting there want to cry and slap you in the face because it's actaully a really touchy subject.

So if you wouldnt mind I'd like to get on with my life. You may stay in it as long as you don't bring that up again cause I might just walk off.

Oh also I wil not be forgiving her.

FUCK YEWWW

Having a kiddy moment.

Boy are cheats and liars,
There such a big disgrace.
They will tell you anything,
To get to second base....

...ball baseball, he thinks hes gonna score.
If you let him go all the way,
then you are a whore...

...ticulturists study flowers,
Geologists study rocks.
The only thing a guy wants from you,
Is a place to put is cock...

...roaches, beetles, butterflies and bugs.
Nothing makes him happier,
Then a giant pair of jug...

...lers and acrobats
And a dancing bear named chuck,
All boys want to do is..........


FORGET IT NO SUCH LUCK.


Remember when you used to be cool.
Oh how i miss being a kid.
Things were so simple.

• The only boy problems you had were who was gonna hold your hand when you walked to assembly.
• Family issue were fighting over whether you were gonna watch Rugrats or High 5.
• Playground fights were only about whether you got tagged or not in cops and robbers.
• Failing meant not knowing your 2 times tables.
• You never experienced a broken heart.
• And the most pain you were even in was when you broken your arm doing waterfalls off the monkey bars.
• Going to the principals office was cause you swore in class.
• All boys had cooties.

Life was so much better then.

over and out.

what would you do?

Stranger: Hi there, 18m UK here. You?
You: 15.f.aus.
You: oh by the way. im just here to talk not for anything else. and im trying to promote a band. :)
You: but im not being paid for it is just cause im in love with one of the memeber.
You: *members
You: http://www.myspace.com/forourhero
Stranger: hehe, thats sweet of you
Stranger: I'l take a look
You: thanks. that would mean a lot to them i know :).
You: im going to london in a few weeks.
Stranger: they look cool though
Stranger: sweet! I live in London
You: i've never been before. im so excited.
Stranger: are you on a holiday or what?
You: yeh im going on holidays, with my family.
Stranger: nice
Stranger: I hope you find London interesting
Stranger: I really like it though
Stranger: :P
You: yeh i have family living over there so were going to see them for christmas and stuff.
Stranger: ohh nice!
You: all i can say is harrod's tea is AMAZING
Stranger: haha, you like it? Yeah, I think it is amazing aswell
You: yeh. my auntie sends me over tins of the stuff.
Stranger: you want to know something ... I'm actually working in the music business
You: thats soo cool.
Stranger: and I think I maybe could help your friends
Stranger: but I would have to ask them some questions
You: yeh sure. one sec.
Stranger: you got a mailadress or something?
You: umm yeh ill just find it.
Stranger: I don't think its proper to talk about this in a "random stranger chat" :P
You: ahah yeh no i agree. just a sec.
You: well i just spoke to them and they said to message them on myspace and they'll sort it out from there.
Stranger: okey, because I could make them really big
Stranger: but then I also want something in return
You: mmm
You: what do you want?
Stranger: I could make them know all over the world, they would have a lot of mass produced CD's... but if all this is going to be reality, I want you to talk dirty
Stranger: I know this sounds kinda wierd at your age ... but you have no idea how normal that is in music buisness!
You: mm it doees sound odd.
Stranger: I know it does, its normal
Stranger: its your choice

Run the dementors are comming.

I give up. I just can't be bothered anymore. I have two more weeks left of year 10 and then its into the big stuff. Year 11. I don't know what to think yet. I guess I'll know when I get there hey. Anyway giving up is so bad because I just dont care anymore. But I guess it means that next year I can blizt all my subjects and show my parents the onyl reason i didnt care was cause i didnt like it. I wish you could choose your subjects right from year 7. I mean then i woulda actaully tried.

All right i dont actually know what im talking abot when i post things after nine pm dont take anynotice of them cause they dont make sense, especially when Im watching harry potter.

thats all.

Not all things bring happieness and love.

Lair Lair

Hey, I’m so sorry to bother you at such an odd hour. I really need to talk to you. I’m not interrupting anything important am I?

... Oh aha. Well I can call you later, if you want?

... Okay well there’s this girl that I used hang on let me start from the very beginning. In year 9 I became really good friends with these 3 girls called Sarah, Kath and Taylor. It was just the 4 of us and so we became really good friends. After a while Taylor and Sarah started having fights and I felt like I was constantly being thrown back and forth like they were playing a game of bitchyness tennis and I was the ball. One day I would be friends with Taylor and then Sarah would be mad at me and the next day I would be friends with Sarah and Taylor would be mad at me.

... Yeh, it was a bit. But I guess there’s nothing you can do about it. Anyway, they kind of grew out of that and then I had a massive fight with Sarah a few days before she went to Marshmead.

... It’s like an eight weeklong camp and you live in a house of 7 other girl and you learn how to live environmentally friendly and cook and pretty much fend for yourselves for 8 weeks.

... It was. I really enjoyed it.

... Oh yeh the fight was about, well I don’t really know. I guess I just got really stressed about 2 of my closest friends going away and one of which has always been there to look after me. So I guess I was worried that they’d come back and not wanna be friends with me anymore and I’d be left there alone to find new friends. But then Sarah and Taylor went away and things I guess where fine. It was just me and Kath. We’d made some new friends while we were at marshmead and decided to go sit with them. Bell was Kath’s room mate and Rowdy was mine. It was then the 4 of us for the rest of the term. Then Taylor and Sarah came back and it was summer holidays. I came up and met you and didn’t really talk to them much.

... I’m really sorry about that. I didn’t mean to. Now what was I saying? Oh that’s right. We got back to school and Sarah and Taylor came to hang out with me, Kath, Bell and Rowdy. Everything totally changed. It was kind of like Sarah fitted in straight away and totally stole my friends and it was in a way a bit wait not a lot frustrating. I eventually got over that so it was alright.

.....pfft shut up. I did not get jealous. You got jealous. AHAH funny thing is you actually did but lets not talk about that now. Then I just sorta learnt to accept that she was going to continue being friends with my friends. Trying to organise my friend Bell’s birthday party made big problems. Like I know that you’re never going to be able to do something when everyone is available at the same time but we wanted to try.

... Yeh look it is relevant cause otherwise you won’t understand the rest of the story. Okay so shut up and I’ll keep going. Now I can’t remember what I was saying. Good one. Oh yeh that’s right. So I got really pissed off at her because I thought she was trying to make it so I couldn’t be a part of Bell’s birthday which was really annoying and so I got cranky at her then didn’t talk to her for ages. The whole group was really paying for it too. Because she’d come sit with us and be all sad and upset, she wouldn’t say anything and she’d just sit there. When we asked her what was wrong she’d say “Oh, nothing. I’m just tired.” Yeh, well that was bull. Clearly there was something wrong and she just wanted us to feel sorry for her.

... Would you feel sorry for me if I just sat there and made it hard for you to figure out what was the matter? Yeh I didn’t think so. Eventually we got sick of it and stopped asking her and she’d just walk away, or not even come and sit with us. Her odd behaviour stopped for a while. I still wasn’t talking to her but she came and sat with us and started joining in conversation. It was right after Taylor had gotten back from something she went on. Then the other day we were sitting in the shade and cause it was heaps hot and she was lying in the sun, sunbaking. Well I told her that her dress was too short and I could see her undies.
... Yeh I bet you would stare at her. Umm and she just turns around and says “your point?” my other friend Kath goes “Meaning your dress is too short.” She just turned around and put her Ipod in. So Taylor signs to me “do you give me permission to throw these pebbles at her.” I said “Yeh but you gotta ask the others first” so she did.

... Of course Taylor threw the stones at her. She lifts up her head and snaps at us “That totally wasn’t funny” and walks off. The next day she was sitting with us and we were throwing pebbles again but not at her and she came over a puts a handful down Bell’s dress. It was almost like whatever I do is fine but when you do it to me “Imma eat ya face off.” Anyway, I’m really sorry to disturb you. But I needed to off load on to someone and your pretty much the only one that would listen.

... I’ll see you in summer.

... Yeh. Love you too.

The Supernova of super stars.

Beau Taplin.

His name is Beau Taplin. Could very well end up being someone who has had the most influenece on my life with out actaully knowing me personally. I look up to him more then anyone else in my life. Not because im short but because he's so amazing. The way he writes his lyrics. Talks to his fans. Just puts so much effort into his carreer and his passion for what he does and his band is something that I wish I had.

I met him yesterday. I talked to him for the first time.


It was probably a moment I will remember forever. Just standing there looking at him thinking. "This is the sort of person you remember for the rest of your life." I wonder what it would be like to be his friend. Do his friends see the same passion that i do?

I can't think of anything else to write cause whats going on inside my head isnt comming out in words.

Thats all. @becishere