Fitting in dont look good on me.

I just remembered why i dont like school.
Its cause i get annoyed at my friends.
They say things and do things that piss me off.
Like constantly bringing up Will.
Yeh we kissed WHO CARES!
It was two weeks ago now lets forget about it.

I also remembered why i dont tell anyone anything and have major trust issues.
because people spread roomers and they make up shit and tease me.
Good job guys you just lots my trust.
I aint telling you anything.
EVER AGAIN!

GOODBYE

Dear Friends.
Stop bringing will into every conversation. You may not meet him cause youll scare the poor boy.
I dont know when hes comming to stay so stop asking.
SO SHUT UP.

thats all.
kaythanksbye

Not sure how to feel.

It amazing how something can hit you so hard, even when your not that close to them.
Monday night Will told me that his this girl he knew had died and 3 others were in hospital servearly injured.

Yesterday I found out i knew one of those kids that was in hospital. I've only ever talked to him twice but he's the reason I made friends with Will. without him i wouldnt be so close to will. I've now been stalking people and finding out as much as i can because well im not friends with all of them I wanna know that Ben's okay.

.Ben Halfpenny.

Thanks so much for everything. You are real sweet kid and I know how strong you are. Just keep on fighting. Everyones hearts are with you kiddo and if I knew you better i'd be up there in an instant.

You an amazing kid and I wish all the best.

Your gonna get through this. I know it.

.To all the kids involved.

Whether you we in the accident or not I wish you all the best. Everyone just stay strong and keep on going. You all need each other so much now and you just gotta keep pushing through. I know everyones gonna get through.

My heart goes out to everyone.

would you still watch it go down with me

I have no idea what to write about.
acutally yes i do.
imma write about Williana.

He is amazing.
I spoke to him last night and i cried.
He told me his Half brothers, half sister died.
Two of his friends are in hospital
and one of those two is on life support.
My heart literally riped in two.
I felt so sorry for him.
I just wannted to get on a plane and go up there and just sit with him and hug him for hours.
It was horrible.

Then the conversation turned much better.
I told him that he was the first person i ever kissed and he was like are you for real and then I was like umm yesh.
Then he told me how special it made him feel
and that when i become all famous and such for singing he'll be like yeh i was the first person that girl ever kissed and then i laughed. :)

He also told me that he still has a coke can that i gave him on his shelf.
and that when i got famous he'd sell it for $2350829057438957642234982374
I told him that if he ever sold it i would get very angry at him and then his like your right i could never sell it.
It was amazing.
I miss him lots and lots.
and hes comming to melbourne soon and i told him we would do something thats amazing fun.

over and out.