I have needed to let this out for goodness knows how long, about a year now.
I dont even know why i was, tried or am still trying to be friends with you because all you do is use me and then dump me. You have alienated everyone if our friendship group and i was the frist to go. I tried so fucking hard to keep things between us but as soon as 'he' came along you completely threw me away. I got to the point where i was getting pissed off at everyone in the group because there all telling me to say sorry to you, to forgive you, they didnt understand my side of the story they never will. I wanted to move school because of you, because of how much pressure you were putting on everyone in our group. End of the year I stood up infront of like a third of year 10 and said sorry to you, even though you werent in the room i still felt better, i bawled my eyes out to the point i could barely speak, i wanted you friendship back so badly all i get in return is an email from you, well like an email means lots. Yeh i didnt say it to your face, you still found out and i still told a third of year 10 how sorry i was and you just send me an email and think things are fine.
YOU DUMPED YOUR BEST FRIEND AND ANY CLOSE FRIENDS YOU HAD FOR A BOY HOW CAN YOU EXPECT THINGS TO BE FINE AFTER SENDING ME AN EMAIL.
and now im sitting here bawling my eyes because someone who should still be my best friend is pretty much gone from my life and it shouldnt be like that, we should still be friends and i really wanna be your friend but i just cant stand the way you act. You needa realise that you cant keep acting the way you are if you expect to still be friends with us.
I have nothing more to say.
I miss the way things used to be. 
I miss you and your cuteness :( 
My favorite photo in the world. 
I miss you and your cuteness :( 
My favorite photo in the world. 
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