So the past few weeks have been a little stressful and I thought things would be better but no there not. I got 3 of the 4 exams back today failed science and only just passed maths with a 51%, told mum she told me i wasnt trying hard enough and that I should try harder... if you saw how hard I studied then you too would agree that i tried my best and that I am dissapointed but I dont need my parents telling my i didnt try hard enough..... Then I had a fight with mum because just school is shit and stuff then now because my exams marks brought my summative grade down I cant do the subjects I want next year cause there gonna look at my report and say well shes a dumb shit she cant handle this she's not allowed to do it! Its not my fucking fault you base the science exam on physic (which clearly I dont understand) and the fact that I physically cant do maths... thats not my fault but it doesnt mean I'm not capable does it!!!!
I fucking hate life it should go die in a whole I may as well give up school because apparently trying hard is not enough so trying to please someone by trying hard just isnt going to work because then that wont be enough!
Thats pretty much it......
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
My favourite post of all
I go away in summer and its the most amazing place ever. It's by the beach in New South Wales and anyway i really enjoy going there and there are such great people and I never stop talking about it during the year…
Anyway so me and my friend were talking about it today and you now all the things i remember about it and stuff and there are so many great memories of the place that I have there and I actually have no one to thank but puberty AHAHA sounds gay I know but yr 6 I was actually quite as a mouse when it came to meeting new people and yr 7 changed that.. I dunno what happened but i just came out of my shell and now I am probably the loudest girl you may know..
So yer i was just getting all upset about it so I thought I would write :)
So the people there are amazing.. in 2006 I met a whole bunch of people and they were my group for like two year and they kinda boosted my confidence and I gradually started driffting from them and strated finding my own friends and then in 2008 I met the most amazing group of boys ever.
There was little arrigent Jack, big jack, tom and Kayle. Then theres me and kira just tagging along. Umm so these kids were all friends with this one guy called Cam who I had known since i was running up and down the Asiles in my nappy with out a top on. Anyway so there all friends and I became really good friends with them and I began to start having a crush on one of them his naame was Tom
Tom and I, we became really close friends and because I was pretty good at doing tricks on the trampoline and he was like amazing so we kinda got competitive with each other and we just became really close friends. And I will always remember our little chat that we had on his last day when he told me he was going to have a bakery and call it something :) not telling what. And when he hugged me and said “I am gonna miss ya Bec” and we hugged each other for ages and i said "I am gonna miss you too" and I actually think i nearly cried because I thought about what a good time we had had together and things like that and even though I only knew him for a few days its was the most amazing few days I had ever spent with someone getting to know someone.
So yer I thought that i would write about it because I dunno I am just having one of those days where you just think about it :(
It makes me sad, I wanna go and tell him every single feeling I have for him right now and that is a long list.
That was like my most favourite post from my Tumblr blog... i dont know why i guess because its actually my true feelings and there was no one with me when i wrote it so i could just completely spill everything that had happened and all my feelings.....
Its a bit depressing to read and each time i read it I cry. So yehh
Anyway so me and my friend were talking about it today and you now all the things i remember about it and stuff and there are so many great memories of the place that I have there and I actually have no one to thank but puberty AHAHA sounds gay I know but yr 6 I was actually quite as a mouse when it came to meeting new people and yr 7 changed that.. I dunno what happened but i just came out of my shell and now I am probably the loudest girl you may know..
So yer i was just getting all upset about it so I thought I would write :)
So the people there are amazing.. in 2006 I met a whole bunch of people and they were my group for like two year and they kinda boosted my confidence and I gradually started driffting from them and strated finding my own friends and then in 2008 I met the most amazing group of boys ever.
There was little arrigent Jack, big jack, tom and Kayle. Then theres me and kira just tagging along. Umm so these kids were all friends with this one guy called Cam who I had known since i was running up and down the Asiles in my nappy with out a top on. Anyway so there all friends and I became really good friends with them and I began to start having a crush on one of them his naame was Tom
Tom and I, we became really close friends and because I was pretty good at doing tricks on the trampoline and he was like amazing so we kinda got competitive with each other and we just became really close friends. And I will always remember our little chat that we had on his last day when he told me he was going to have a bakery and call it something :) not telling what. And when he hugged me and said “I am gonna miss ya Bec” and we hugged each other for ages and i said "I am gonna miss you too" and I actually think i nearly cried because I thought about what a good time we had had together and things like that and even though I only knew him for a few days its was the most amazing few days I had ever spent with someone getting to know someone.
So yer I thought that i would write about it because I dunno I am just having one of those days where you just think about it :(
It makes me sad, I wanna go and tell him every single feeling I have for him right now and that is a long list.
That was like my most favourite post from my Tumblr blog... i dont know why i guess because its actually my true feelings and there was no one with me when i wrote it so i could just completely spill everything that had happened and all my feelings.....
Its a bit depressing to read and each time i read it I cry. So yehh
Peace :)
Thursday, June 4, 2009
A New Beginning
Hey
So this isn't really new to me cause I have a ummm I have a tumblr blog but the person I am following moved to here so I did to. So me as a person umm lets see....
i say the word um a lot, I like talking about useless things and sometimes i dont make a lots of sense. I dont have a shit life, my life is actually quite good and i love it. I got to a privite school but that doesnt mean i am rich. I talk way to much and I am really loud. Thats about it. Actually I have amazing friends and an amazing family and I love them both. Umm I think thats about all :)
okay ciao
xo
So this isn't really new to me cause I have a ummm I have a tumblr blog but the person I am following moved to here so I did to. So me as a person umm lets see....
i say the word um a lot, I like talking about useless things and sometimes i dont make a lots of sense. I dont have a shit life, my life is actually quite good and i love it. I got to a privite school but that doesnt mean i am rich. I talk way to much and I am really loud. Thats about it. Actually I have amazing friends and an amazing family and I love them both. Umm I think thats about all :)
okay ciao
xo
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