My favourite post of all

I go away in summer and its the most amazing place ever. It's by the beach in New South Wales and anyway i really enjoy going there and there are such great people and I never stop talking about it during the year…

Anyway so me and my friend were talking about it today and you now all the things i remember about it and stuff and there are so many great memories of the place that I have there and I actually have no one to thank but puberty AHAHA sounds gay I know but yr 6 I was actually quite as a mouse when it came to meeting new people and yr 7 changed that.. I dunno what happened but i just came out of my shell and now I am probably the loudest girl you may know..
So yer i was just getting all upset about it so I thought I would write :)

So the people there are amazing.. in 2006 I met a whole bunch of people and they were my group for like two year and they kinda boosted my confidence and I gradually started driffting from them and strated finding my own friends and then in 2008 I met the most amazing group of boys ever.

There was little arrigent Jack, big jack, tom and Kayle. Then theres me and kira just tagging along. Umm so these kids were all friends with this one guy called Cam who I had known since i was running up and down the Asiles in my nappy with out a top on. Anyway so there all friends and I became really good friends with them and I began to start having a crush on one of them his naame was Tom

Tom and I, we became really close friends and because I was pretty good at doing tricks on the trampoline and he was like amazing so we kinda got competitive with each other and we just became really close friends. And I will always remember our little chat that we had on his last day when he told me he was going to have a bakery and call it something :) not telling what. And when he hugged me and said “I am gonna miss ya Bec” and we hugged each other for ages and i said "I am gonna miss you too" and I actually think i nearly cried because I thought about what a good time we had had together and things like that and even though I only knew him for a few days its was the most amazing few days I had ever spent with someone getting to know someone.

So yer I thought that i would write about it because I dunno I am just having one of those days where you just think about it :(
It makes me sad, I wanna go and tell him every single feeling I have for him right now and that is a long list.

That was like my most favourite post from my Tumblr blog... i dont know why i guess because its actually my true feelings and there was no one with me when i wrote it so i could just completely spill everything that had happened and all my feelings.....

Its a bit depressing to read and each time i read it I cry. So yehh

Peace :)