I have way to many things I wanna tell you before you leave.

I have so many things I wanna say to you write now.
I wanna scream and hit and yell and swear at you.
And then I wanna cry
And then I wanna sit there with you and just tell you excatly how i feel about you.
And then I wan you to hold me in your arms and say your freaking sorry.

This girl only just realised how lucky she is. I freaking realised it as soon as I met you. You got looks. Your funny. Your nice. She better turn out good. Cause im not the only one you hurt during this. I bet there are so many other girls out that are feeling the same as me.


Lauren says: "My name is Lauren (im not gonna say cause thats mean), im 16 years of age and I just realised that I shoulda open my eyes a while ago. This kid in the photo with me, we've been on and off since year 8-9 so thats 2 -3 years ago now. Just recently we've decided to give each other another shot and it has probably the best decision yet. Maybe this time we can work around things better then what we could 3 years ago. You know how to make me laugh, make me smile, make me happy and all round i love you. Tommy (im not gonna say cause thats mean), , I love you and I never want to lose you again."

I freaking want to cry. If you freaking bring her up im actually going to walk off and cry or maybe i might just cry in front of you. Then you might finally realise what I actually feel.

You suck freaking shit. and I hate the fact the we live so freaking far away cause otherwise i wouldnt be so angry at you cause I would have experienced what shes experiencing now. But the only reason im angry is cause i know what im missing out on.

FUCK YEW I HATE YOU!

One more thing. It would be nice if you didnt completely ignore me, cause I would still like to be your friend.

im done.